We all claim that we want to know the truth, whatever it is.  But yet we lie to ourselves, and tell ourselves that we can handle it.  But can we really? Or does it kill us a little bit on the inside. Is it better to be ignorant and happy and smile day to day… or is it better to be enlightened and know the truth, but be heartbroken instead.  Heartbreak is extreemly painful and I’m not a strong person, i never claimed to be, but like most people in the world i want to be happy… so at the end of the day i say.. 

because i cant handle the truth…